Sunday, May 1, 2011

visit

There used to be a place I spent a lot of time in; a place I pretty much existed.
A dark place full of doubt, anxiety, depression, irrational thoughts, irritability, self-hatred...

I visited that place today. Thoughts and memories and interactions all skewed.
The overwhelming sense of meaninglessness, the sorrow...

And then the rejoice.

This place, its awful, yes.
But this is a place I once lived.
And I've been delivered from it.

These rare and occasional visits? I'm thankful for them.
I'm reminded of what incredible things God has done for me.

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