Me Against Me

Depression. Anxiety. Doubts. Deception. Spiritual warfare is real. And it sucks. God has arranged some conversations in my life this week that I needed to have. Some unexpected encouragement. Things said that I needed to hear. But I'm lame. And weak. These negative feelings are still there. Maybe I just won't let them go. With each step of faith I take, my comfort level grows, and so God calls me to step out even further. As I prepare to take new steps, I am attacked, much like my wife has been recently. But my attacks aren't coming from outside sources. They are within myself. Me against me. Boo to that.