Friday, November 2, 2012
I just desperately want to be better in general.
Better than me.
Better than this.
Good enough to belong. To be. To have a place that's mine.
Good enough to be needed and wanted. Used. Not used.
Those thoughts and feelings are irrational, I know.
They just reflect where I'm right now.
But this quote. It's a great way of looking at myself. A great way to look at now and tomorrow.
Where was I yesterday? How can I be one step further today?
It's a step-by-step goal.
It's progressive. It's realistic.
And it's better than the direction my mind has been taking me lately.